dudee school is ghetto.
i honestly wish i didn't have to go.
i sit there and stare at the clock..and i'm not really
into the whole homework thing again.

anyways.i have to go to work.
and them i'm going to carleys.
kltr.

it's now 2:32 a.m
and me and taylor just got back from wal-mart.
what's cool about that? s-o-m-a-l-i-a-n-s.
that's what. CLICKCLICKCLICK. aww shit!

kk. so today was funfun =]. nico and taylor came over.
we watched freddyvsjason. but the screen went blank!
crazy huh? yeah. so we sat there. in the dark. and listened
to the sound. COOLMAN,COOL. lemme tell you.

--OMFG TAYLOR JUST BURNT OUR PIZZA. STUPID BEANDIP--
tomorrow i have to babysit for a tad bit. then me and taylor
are going out to party tonight. cruise it up baby! goodtimes plz.
that's right bitches. you are NOT invited.

UnAvAiLaBlE callers are extremely cool.
Us: press once- if your a boy
    press twice- if your a girl
Them: ...beeep [three times]
Us: ohh dang! its a boy-girl
    you got a penis or a vagina?
Them: ...beeep [three tiemes]
Us: SADSAD! no sex for you.

jesus this is stupid. xanga sucks.

Remember that day?
The day we first kissed.
The day you said you loved me.
The day you said all you ever needed was me.
The day I layed and felt your heart beating. I swear it was for me.
The day I fell asleep in your arms.
The day I cried and said your my everything..I love you SO much.
The day I made you dinner, and we ate by candlelight.
The day I stole your shirt.
The day we talked on the phone for hours talking about our dreams,    what we like and dislike, what we see in eachother.
The day I was with my friends and you were worried, because you don't  want anything to happen to me.
The day we went to the zoo. And I touched the sloth. And you almost    got attacked by the bird.
The day we went swimsuit shopping.
The day you came over to Taylor's and I was laying on the bed, and you grabbed me, like I was yours again. I really thought it would be better after that night, you'd be mine again.
I miss it more than you could EVER imagine.
But why bother when what's done is done.

so i'm over it. over the boy, over the lush. 

over the drama and tears that came along with it.

we don't need eachother anymore. come to find: we never did.

[i only thought so.]

what a pointless update

---edit---

is this not what
you wanted?

Relationships shouldn't be hard.
You fall in love, you fall in love
or just break it off.
Why does it feel like
I have to try?

i'm not over it.